Hi DrDeb, I met this guy many years ago in my working times. This morning he told me that he loves me but he wants us both. Realizing you love someone after breaking up is realizing that there's no amount of score-keeping or rationalizations that actually make you feel OK about breaking up. But I say a good love is one that casts you into the wind, sets you ablaze, makes you burn through the skies and ignite the night like a phoenix; the kind . Things turn suddenly drastically becos his wife learn about matters of us though we never commit any offence. I let him do what he wanted, and he finished in me! I lied. Therapy helps and , as I said earlier, I recommend it. If my 5 steps, above, are not quite enough, I would suggest you consider enrolling in my course. to get my husband back into my life.He s a good guy and good husband too. ( it was just a gf/bf ring ) . Anyways, we enjoyed brief moment. If he wont listen, maybe you can write him a nice email explaining how you now see your mistake. No need for me to jump back in so quickly. but I want to live with him again. I also am glad you are going to start counseling. We have 4 children. What you really need to do is the same as I suggested for Bell to look for aspects in his personality and behavior that are quite different from those of your first husband. Is this a normal thing? We started as friends in high school, had sex, and I got pregnant. Readers may have to figure out mispelled words or phrases. I had everyone telling us it was the right thing to do and basically forcing us to. It doesnt stay inside. I really need help. Thank you. Add to that financial difficulties, job changes, and medical issues and the stress on our marriage just compiled. He has promised to try again to fight his drinking problem and I believe he can do it more than he believes himself. What do we, the ones feeling repentant, do when we cant do anything? I believe this happens to couples who are genuinely terrified of intimacy. Can anyone else relate? And you say you have a man you love and a man that loves you than he is going to be there to support you in anyway he can until you find your stride again. YOU HURT ME! I can see I broke his heart, he has said he still loves but I did so much of the same things over and over again that he isnt as crazy about me as he was in the beginning. Its a messy situation. Well I got pregnant and we got together to see if this would work. Something about his confidence was a compete turn on for me. If you have some self-worth, you may temporarily be fooled into thinking that the lack of reciprocation of your love reveals a fundamental flaw in the other person. Hes taking her back? Letting him do you like this is letting him run over you. Shes kissed me and all a couple of times and I heard if I act like I dont care shell come back. Anyway, my boyfriend found out but I lied and it was very obvious. Is there yelling? You are saying that he is home and wont let you come? I ended up realizing I wasnt just angry, I was fearful. I told her that if this is what she needs to do then we will do it. He slowly opened back up to me and after 4 months I got a I love you from him, which frankly shocked me into speechlessness. Its been over a month nownearly twohe continues to spend his weekends with her and maybe a night during the weekhe says he doesnt trust me and still thinks i cheatednothing i do seems to helphe doesnt know whether to stay or goand i want so much to fight for our marriage. Interesting, that while I was reading your first post, I was thinking, What? If he wants you to be upbeat and happy under these circumstances, then he is really out of touch. she said she is still always there for me and cares about me but i think shes saying that to make me feel better. Weve lived together for about a year & the night before this happened, we talked about getting engaged & how we were going to make plans for the future. My youngest is 9 weeks old. Should I simply get over this? Not to be a buzz kill but counselors who would be qualified to help you are few and far between. He will say it back if I say it first, and on the day I moved, he said it first a few times. I met my sons father at a local gas station filling my tank omw to work. Every day I saved her multiple times from aspiration. Bt last month my own cousin brother seduce me and unluckily I had sex with him..as I was very much tensed by this.. And my boyfriend recognised this and I told him everything and now he break up with me He hates me so much.. How can I prove to her that Im changing because I really am. The day I moved out I asked him to please let me back into his heart and he said hes trying and thats why we are doing this. Now im depressed and my self esteem have dropped rock bottom. He needs to seek help for himself the only contact you should have w him is too allow him to have quality time w the children. I need to be caring, loving. Im afraid that after this process, returning to our normal relationship will be foreign. He was extremely inexperienced, and kept things from me for awhile about him doing things with other girls (one was returning with hickeys after the night he was supposed to break up with the other girl he was dating because we had decided to be monogamous. I am working very hard on not talking about us ad nauseam and becoming friends again first. Id try to initiate the kind of convo they were having so hed leave her and talk dirty to me instead, but he wouldnt. Yes you can! We were three weeks not talking. He litterly does nothing. This is exactly where I/we are at. We had great chemistry. Hi Ashley He doesnt see a problem with it and says it help the pain and his sleep. We might need help to get through. I would suggest he give up on her while he actively checks on himself and how hes doing with trusting you. I am extremely hurt by this man. You will become more attractive when you like and love yourself and dont appear needy. And what can I do to make him trust me again? He likes to feel needed but I can feel his distance at times and I know that I hurt him but he hurt me too in several ways and I have owned it. Then I didnt tell you the good part the co worker,my husband and myself all work at the same place. If hes not sure about her, he may abandon both of you anyway. If your partner has truly overcome his/her hurtful behavior, then it must go along with an attitude of patience for your healingand giving of himself/herself. All I say I love her. All I want now is to hate him. The club is or was going to be the venue for our wedding reception and my fianc was talking to the chairman/club manager about plans, telling her sister where everything was going to go and discussing honeymoon ideas etc. Half of me wants to leave and explore the world while Im still young in which I will only have the clothes on my back and no ties to anyone or anything in the present time..the other half is wanting to work things out and earn his trust that just may never come back, to brave the constant shame and disappointment from the world around me. Now all I have left is regret and a life without him in it. I was gutted and a we had a few arguments in consecutive days. My wife and I can out of dufficult to understand relationships before and after started dating I talked about my ex and things that we did involving sex, traveling etc but I dont know why I said them to her cause it hurt her so much and we she always talks about them ever time we fight. I have never known of an open relationship that was at the same time emotionally close and loving. The most obvious scenario in which you hate and love a person at the same time is one in which your love is not reciprocated. Thank you. There is no way I could make a suggestion w/o knowing what you are learning from your life coach and therapist. I just wish I could get over my own feelings. Everyone is so shocked, by his actions. 1. He didnt get upsethis first concern was if we were ok. I could feel your sadness and dismay when I read it. This man really does make me a better person, but there have been other lies in our relationship from him I dont know what to do honestly. Not a hastily written note of love on a paper napkin. 5 months later he texted me and I decided to talk to him again and slowly we began to rebuild what we had and finally are in a relationship now. How do you know when you start to lose feelings?? Im planning on trying to carry myself as if I had no worries in the world. The way shr did from the beggining, wherr i messed up was i would call her names and yell at her but then i changed my ways all late when the love was gone ): Hi Bell but thats not an issue for me. I was going to end the relationship but he opened up to me and admitted he had a problem. I ache so bad, I know I am at fault. We inspired eachother in our creative endeavors. Of course Ive been tested and done all the practical things but the guilt is why I suffer because he is a wonderful person and did not deserve that. He says he wants to fix this, but honestly I absolutely dont trust him. Every conversations inevitably lead to anger, raised voices & thats not conducive to moving forward. The fact that he is back and forth with you tells me that. I have to move out of our place this week. Weve litterly been up all night talking and Ive cried so much that I have no tears left in my eyes. She said she was glad I didnt attend the wedding and that she had more fun without me being there. We had a great year in 2016 with lots of great memories. I found this article because I realized what I was doing to the guy I planned to marry. I was very hesitant to do so but I did anyway. My husband trivializes my feelings and says things like if it were that bad you would have left a long time ago. It is NOT all about behavior. my son needs both his parents and i i love him too, Hi Sandy So I asked, when are toy spending time with me preferable overnight?. I have promised to try and change the ways I have become so mired in, and told her that I realize that these are just words, and that I hope my actions can speak on their own. And I have no advice for you. He will be coming back to Nigeria in November to see his grandma and to see me for the very first time(as we started dating online). I will never use again. 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